Nelba Chavez: And then my cousin, one of my cousins, called me and he said, hey, he said they're hiring over at the juvenile department. Why don't you apply for a job? You're interested. You want to work with kids, then you can be a probation officer. So I applied and here's the part that I'm going to tell you. But I just . . . they didn't want to hide. They hid my application. [Who hid your application?] The deputy director. . . and. . . and I didn't know. So what happened is that. There was this. . . this guy Joel . . .
And he was very well known. And I knew him.
So I didn't know. . . I mean, he knew who I was, and because somebody told him, hey, there's this. There's this kid that wants to, you know, get into this stuff. And, you know, they're they're not letting her and they're holding her back because she's brown. So, I don't know, something happened. I don't know what it was, but I ended up, um, you know, getting into a not not, not the school thing, but into the whole sociology. So that's when I applied for a job at juvenile and when they hid my application then then Joel was the was the training manager, the training guy over at juvenile. And so that's when they told him, you know, about me applying and that the deputy secretary, the deputy probation officer, had hidden the application. And the reason that he hid the application was because they had had my family in in the juvenile court. We were all adjudicated neglected kids. Okay. But I was living with my grandmother, and so, so they so somebody went to the judge, a Latino that worked there said, hey.
He was he was a superior court judge, but he was also they took turns being the head of juvenile. So he was the head of juvenile, and they went to, to the judge as Judge Castro, who later became an ambassador. Anyway, so they told the judge that there was a Mexican American woman. That had a degree from the University of Arizona, and she had applied to be a PO. And she had all the qualifications, but they hid her application. So Castro got really pissed. So he called in the deputy and the assistant deputy, and he had gotten my application and he said, he, he, you know, why did you discriminate? Why didn't you hire her and whatever. And they said, well, judge, because we thought you would be angry, listen to this, we thought you would be angry with us because you've had her family in court. He said, so what? So then, then they called me in . . . juvenile. And it was, I think it was in California, and I was working in a factory in California.
So anyway, so they called me in and so I went to see the judge. The judge. Judge Castro wants to see you. So I boy, I had no idea what it was about. And so so I go to the courtroom and he's sitting there, you know, with this whatever. And he says to me, and he was, oh, he was big, huge Mexicano from Nogales. And he says, oh, so you want to be a juvenile probation officer? And I said, yeah. He said, why should I hire you when I have had your family in court? And that really got to me.
So I said, you know what, judge, you and your court are nothing but a big farce. [Gasp] I said, you sit there with your little black dress. I was I was so mad. Can you believe it? I thought I didn't care, I didn't care. Okay. I said, you sit there with your little black dress, and these kids come up to you, and you tell them, you know, you know, you got to stay out of the court. You know you're going to be on probation, but you don't want to end up in an institution. You have to be good. You have to go to school, etcetera. I said you're lying because I have never been before you, ever. But you're punishing me, because of what? My family. You've been punishing me. And yet all these kids that you preach to, you should be ashamed of yourself. You have no morals, no values.
So then. So then he said all. I had to test you because you're going to be tested in the community. You know, they're going to test you about, you know, why should I listen to you when your parents are this and that? He said, you're hired. I said, I don't want this job. [Laugher].
I said, you can take it and do whatever you want to with it. I am not taking this job. I don't want it. So he took me. He said, I'm going to talk to you in my chambers. So I went to the chambers. He said, look, he said, I have to do that because you're going to be hit with that. And he went on and on and on. And I'm sitting there like this, okay? And he said. Please take this job. I don't want it. What are you going to do? I'm sure I can do something, I said, I know how to mop. So he said, you worked all your life for this. And now what? Now I had to test you. You're going to be tested. He said you're just mean. So then he said, would you take the job? I said, no. Please take this job [Oh my gosh] It's a Superior Court judge. So I said, okay. Oh, I'm so glad. He was so happy. So I took the job.